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Can you hear it?

And when there is nothing more to say Will we be left in one of those awkward moments- unsure if we should leave or break the quiet or just look each other right in the eyes? Stare until the other one breaks down with a grin or heavy sigh? Or maybe say the very thing we vowed to keep a secret- so well hidden that even you forgot about it until this very moment? Maybe we will just sit in silence listening to our heartbeats get louder
and faster (ironically syncopated) as the hum of the unknown whooshes around us...
...Can y

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Never AgainHow can I be so sure that you aren't right for me yet, at any moment, a thought of you will stir in my head And I will want you... How does it make sense that I want you so badly yet know the pain that is likely to come? but I try anyway...
Maybe there is something there, maybe you will change? I doubt it.
I gave you my everything,
gave you my heart and barely got anything from you. How can I trust someone who hides and doesn't let me in?
Maybe I barely know you.
But there were too many times and cases where I should ha Never Again
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And MaybeSo what is it about you? When everything is going wrong You aren't there... Or choose carefully to appear right after the fact.
And when I look back many years from now (ten, just to make it a good number) Will I regret it? Will I regret choosing you and doing what I did? and going through all that shit?
I couldn't say...
my heart says maybe. it's been squeezed and tugged so many times
it got lost and couldn't find the line between love and hate. Dizzied by the thought of you my mind ached. action And Maybe
by ~incessantdreamer

Can you hear it?And when there is nothing more to say Will we be left in one of those awkward moments- unsure if we should leave or break the quiet or just look each other right in the eyes? Stare until the other one breaks down with a grin or heavy sigh? Or maybe say the very thing we vowed to keep a secret- so well hidden that even you forgot about it until this very moment? Maybe we will just sit in silence listening to our heartbeats get louder
and faster (ironically syncopated) as the hum of the unknown whooshes around us...
...Can y Can you hear it?
by ~incessantdreamer

Anything at AllAnd every night as my head hits the pillow an image of you flashes behind my eyelids. and I am paralyzed. Thoughts of you race through my mind uncontrollably and I am at a loss for words. For when I think of you, I get excited anxious for your touch and your breath upon my neck hands running the entirety of my being your lips fitting perfectly with mine... but then get back to remembering how terrible you were for me and to me but how I want you in my arms again.... Unable to ever decide if I love you or hate you Or if you really did lie... And as Anything at All
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I never thought...I never thought I'd miss you.
But it makes me smile
To remember                     Your hands Your hair                                   Your laugh
                Your eyes.
I'm surprised you cross my mind.
     I never thought...
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Post11And I’m stuck between a dream and reality
Yet I don’t know where I stand
Is this too good to be true

Because I think I’m falling for you

When all the pieces come together

And I’m playing my last cards

Could you have been my best bet
Or have I taken this too far


I’m sprawled across the sheets

Just about to pull the trigger

I’ve got you running through my mind
You’ve got me wrapped around your finger

&nb Post11
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Walking till SunriseCannot sleep, can't close my eyes Her scent still lingers in the air The ceiling mimicking her face But there is no trace, there is no trace Awaiting time Sunrise Sunset She'll never be mine I think I am upset

Swallow the pills, shut our the world Running and screaming, biting and dreaming Trying to wake up, but just falling apart
I held her hand from the time she said hello I held her hand from the time she said hello I held her hand from the time she said hello But it's over now and I just can't let go &n Walking till Sunrise
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When I'm With YouWhere do you run to, When the safest place you’ve ever felt Is what’s pushing you away?
How can you manage to speak, When every time I open my mouth I feel like screaming Because you’re not even listening to me And there’s so much I want
You to tell Me
Is it safer in silence? When I’m so scared of your reaction I shy away into the shadows To become the background in your busy life The thing you only have time for When you want a good laugh?
If I whisper your name A thousand times, Will you hear m When I'm With You
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Tue Dec 5, 2006, 10:44 PM

Sometimes I sit here wondering if I can really fix the world. I have the idea that yes, I can, even in the littlest ways. But in all reality, it ends up with me being frustrated that I can't fix everything. I guess sometimes things are best left for me not to help with. I hate seeing people sad and upset, and if I can't help, then I'm lost. But if people weren't sad, how would they know what true happiness is? But anyway, just a random thought of mine. I do that alot. Well, I think alot in general...hence why I write so many poems. But I write them all for me, to get my emotions out, so if anyone is confused, that is why. But I can try and explain if that is ever needed... Anyway, I'm off to try and fix the world, or at least the the little part of the world I am in...

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Mood: Questionable
Listening to: lots of stuff
Reading: poetry

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Current Residence: Ames Iowa
Interests: laughing, smiling, poetry, music, piano, flute, charcoal, penguins, friends, partying, naps
Favourite movie: Office Space, August Rush, Moulin Rouge, Dead Poet's Society
Favourite band or musician: Motion City Soundtrack, Jack's Mannequin, Something Corporate, Zox, One Republic, Gilmor, Ludo
Favourite genre of music: I listen to anthing really except country and rap
Favourite cartoon character: Gir

Email: rachelgrindahl@gmail.com

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~NinG-P Apr 18, 2008, 10:21:20 PM

Thank you for the fav. ^^

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Strength is doing everything you can do without running away.

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~WolfishMonk Aug 24, 2007, 7:00:18 AM

Thanks for the +fav, and thanks for the comment! I always appreciate a good critique on my work!

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When people tell me I think too much, I just nod, smile, and say "Maybe I do, but at least I don't bleat!"

Then, they just stare at me as I wander away, mumbling about muffins...

~WolfishMonk Aug 28, 2007, 9:08:58 PM

And the add! Thanks much for the add! Yay, adds!!

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When people tell me I think too much, I just nod, smile, and say "Maybe I do, but at least I don't bleat!"

Then, they just stare at me as I wander away, mumbling about muffins...